Friday, February 4, 2011

Long Post

So, it’s been a while. I am 7 or 8 weeks away from beginning maternity leave (depending on whether a doctor will write me note stating that I NEED some time away from work before the baby comes), and I’ve missed several great opportunities to document the craziness that I experience every day at this school.
I’m continually shifting in my seat as I write this, trying to find a comfortable position because, yet again, I had to yell so loudly to get my students’ attention today that it has literally made my stomach muscles hurt. Until the last two weeks, teaching high school while pregnant wasn’t nearly as difficult as I thought it would be, though. The students were surprisingly happy for me when I told them the news last fall. Of course, several of them have children of their own (one girl in my AP class is due about a month ahead of me), so I guess they can relate to my situation. The process of choosing a name for our little one was made a little easier by the fact that I didn’t have to avoid the names of the “bad” students that I teach (as so many teacher-moms do), because names like Erion, Kareem, Khalil, Kendarious, Quentin, Akil, Dominique, Najee, Morrell, Jamario, Makkadoo, and Leon, were never on the list in the first place.
Although there have been LOTS of negatives about this year, I do have to acknowledge the positives. I needed to work this year, and the Lord provided JUST enough sanity in this circus so that I could make it through. Having my own classroom has been glorious. I can’t even explain how much better it is than a rolling cart. (Despite the fact that the room is currently freezing due to a large hole in one of the windows that has yet to be fixed…) Also, 2 of my 3 classes are AP US History. This is a year-long course, so I have been able to build a relationship with some of my students. The AP label doesn’t guarantee that they can read, write, or know that Europe is a continent and not a country, but it does mean that there is a higher likelihood of them coming to class and attempting to work. There are even a few who occasionally ask intelligent questions and reference current events other than rap and marijuana. I was incredibly touched when a few girls brought in baby presents for me (and the pregnant student in the class) last week. Finally, my entire department, all three of them, think this place is just as crazy as I do, so we’ve been able to help each other out and mostly keep each other from absolutely “losing it.”
I say “mostly” keep each other from losing it, because we did actually lose our 9th grade teacher in November. We still don’t know the details, but there was apparently some sort of confrontation with the principal, this teacher was taken away in an ambulance, and she hasn’t been back at school since (although her name is still on the roster of teachers and no one has been hired to replace her.) I met the long-term sub that currently has her classes one afternoon this week and tried to encourage her, but she had that “I’m-going-to-burst-into-tears-as-soon-as-I-get-in-my-car” look anyway. And I know that look, trust me.
If you watch the Atlanta news, you know DeKalb County is working on redistricting a bunch of schools next year. Since our school is about 60 years old, is way under-enrolled, and has been performing terribly for the last decade, we are on the almost-official list of schools to be closed. This is actually welcome news to most of the staff and students, who know that the county has long since missed its chance to save this place. And, unlike some of the north DeKalb schools on the list, no parents here are fighting to keep it open.
With the anticipated closing, it feels like the school is spinning out of control even more quickly. Teachers are just flat out leaving, so there is an unusually high number of substitutes in the building on a regular basis. We’ve lost the English and Math department chairs (one was involved in some scandal, the other just couldn’t take it anymore) One of the four administrators still hasn’t returned from Christmas break. Last week, our main principal was out for cosmetic surgery and another decided to use her vacation days at the same time, leaving only one administrator in the building the whole week. He had to deal with the usual morning fist fights and one student being taken to the hospital all by himself.
This post is now so long that it is probably unreadable, so I’ll have to write more charming anecdotes about the Blue Devils at a later date.


  1. Miriam, this is crazy. I cannot even begin to fathom what you do every day... It's great for you that your maternity leave isn't very far away!!

  2. Miriam, your school should be a TV series!! :) I agree with Mandy. Good thing your maternity leave is so close! Hope all is well with you and Kenneth!

  3. Hey! I feel like we could sit down and talk for hours about our students/our school! Hang in there, your maternity leave isn't too far away! We can't wait to meet Baby Camp!

  4. Wow! Michael and I really feel for you but you have such a positive attitude and maternity leave is SO close!!